Thursday, May 19, 2005
Some ppl believe in horoscope
whereas others just pass them as a reading material
Well I dun really quite believe on this
But wat a hack!
Happy reading....................
This are some horoscope from ppl I love...........
AprilIndividu yang amat sukar untuk jatuh cinta dan amat memilih pasangan. Selalu memendam perasaan terhadap individu yang dicintai. Sukar dan malu dalam meluahkan isi hati.Sentiasa ingin diberi perhatian.Amat cemburu dalam perhubungan.Kesetiaan teguh terhadap pasangannya.Emosi cepat terusik dan mudah terluka.Sentiasa menjaga hati pasangan dan pandai memujuk.Romantik dan terlalu romantikSukar melupakan pasangan walaupun dilukai.Sukar berlaku curang dan amat menyayangi pasangan.Kebanyakan orang yang lahir dalam bulan ini boleh dianggap 'hamba cinta'seperti Laila, Juliet, Siti Zulaikha .Pasangan Ideal: Lahir dalam bulan 4,7,11,2novemberBanyak helah dalam menghadapi pasangan.Cermat dan teliti dalam menjaga perhubungan.Amat berahsia dengan pasangan dan sesiapa.Degil dan engkar dengan pasangan.Tidak suka dikongkong oleh pasangan.Mudah ambil berat terhadap pasangan.Tidak menghargai perhubungan.Sambil lewa dalam perhubungan. Emosi yang mendalam dan tidak romantik langsung.Perangai tidak dapat diramal terhadap pasangan.Kurang menhargai pasangan dan hal-hal percintaan.Kurang bersama dengan pasangan.Pasangan Ideal: 4,7Ogos Tidak serius dalam perhubungan Mengambil mudah dalam perhubunganKesetiaan di ragui.Pandai memujuk pasangan Suka memimpin pasangan.Romantik, Pengasih dan Penyayang.Kelam kabut dalam perhubungan.Sering bertukar pasanganSukar mencari pilihan yang tepatSangat sensitif dan tahap cemburu yang minima.Mudah meluahkan kat cinta pada sesiapa yang berkenan.Pasangan Ideal: Lahir bulan 1,6,10,12.Dun know whether this is true or not
Not 100% true though.........
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Horoscope of two ppl in my Life...............Aries in LoveMarch 21-April 19
Aries is the cardinal-fire sign which translates into life loving andhighly energized and this describes their needs concerning love as well.
As a partner they make life exciting, albeit occasionally tiring, and youcannot help but feel rather joyful and light hearted when you're in their company.
It's that blend of innocence (the lamb) with pure power (the ram)that is so captivating about an Aries mate.
They don't understand themeaning of the word routine, however, and boredom is the number one killerof Aries romances.
Aries loves as boldly and as strongly as it experiences life.
From sports to personal challenges Aries are usually not happy unlessthey are moving after something.
With Mars as their ruling planetoftentimes their entire lives are about channeling and putting that immense power to work for them.
It's not uncommon to find an Aries firmly committedto a long term volatile arrangement that leaves those around them wondering why they would stay.
The truth is they often thrive on that kind of intensity and it can do far less damage than existing within a relationship that has grown routine and stagnant.
When an Aries loves they LOVE.
The partner is hoisted up onto a pedestal whether they want to be there or not and they become a treasure to be protected and guarded passionately.
The love of an Aries life often becomes the driving motivation for their challenging goals and the phrase, "I did this for YOU" is one heard in many of the best Aries relationships.
Aries Sexuality:
An Aries sexuality is driven, powerful and almost a feat of showmanship when they are truly captivated.
Since Aries tend to beaction/goal oriented sex can become a series of higher plateaus involving anything their fertile imaginations can conjure up.
Aries are the zodiac show-off and the bedroom isn't excluded from their dramatic and captivating ability to get partners undivided attention.
The more appreciated they feel the more they invest in their lovemaking and private boundaries exist onlyto give an Aries something to leap over.
Marathons of passion, spontaneousliaisons in the most unexpected places and inexhaustible stamina are all part of the Aries basic sexual make-up.
The long term story:
Lots of pampering and a lot of attention is neededwith an Aries lover as they thrive on feeling they are number one in your life.
They love to do the initial chasing and are usually not attracted to being chased but once their heart is given you can't ever over-do your displays of affection.
While they can be jealous and possessive you cannot show the same qualities and any kind of clinging is a sure fire way todrive them into new pastures.
Under all the Aries bravado and show is actually a rather innocent child who simply wants to explore the wonderful world around them and to be appreciated.
The more encouraged they are in either area the more exuberant they become.
Positive Traits in Love:
Exuberance, expressiveness, passion, generosity,adoration, protectiveness, adventuress, fun loving, creative and energizedlovemaking, and devotion.
Negative traits:
Temperamental, jealous, possessive, ego oriented,inconsiderate, reckless, fickle.
What an Aries likes:
Being number one, A positive attitude, A life loving comrade, A. partnerwho has style or a 'look', Being Seen Getting gifts, Loyalty, Being activetogether. Romance and dazzle.
What an Aries Dislikes:
Being bored, Being chased, Sloppiness in a mate, Criticism, Anything mundane, Feeling unappreciated, Feeling inferior, Losing, Having to repeat things.
Displays of insecurity.Aries Love Keywords:Dramatic, romantic, original, passionate, energized, creative, spontaneous.
Leo in ! LoveJuly 23-August 22
Leo is the fixed fire sign.
Think contained flames.
Like a campfire that needs constant attention to keep alive and warm.
There is a deep love forlife and all of its possibilities...including its luxuries and that love transfers over beautifully into how a Leo expresses their feelings.
Love with a Leo is like a magnificent encounter with the sun.
They are warm and supportive when their heart is given and their affections grow stronger the more they feel that their partners care about them and adore them in return.
Leo's are dramatically romantic and not afraid to show it. They enjoy pulling their loved ones out into their world and radiate when they feel their partners compliment some quality about themselves.
Love becomes a thing of luxury and the partner receives the abundance of their personal Leo's attention, lust and emotions.
Because Leo's judge themselves on what they have around them (hence their love of luxury) they can be too appearance conscious at times and too critical of a mates qualities,appearance or talents.
Because they truly need constant input to maintain their vitality they can sometimes become self-serving...occasionally to apoint that it becomes egotistical.
You'll find that love with a Leo is like no other love...and when they decide to give you their heart....they also give you every inch of their soul.
In this lies the Leo vulnerability....when their trust is broken they crumble.
They, again, base their own self judgements on those they adore.
Take away the loved one...and you've taken away their own identity in many ways.
When Leos feel let down (and it usually takes a great deal) they either fall into an abyss of pain and depression..or they get utterly cold and without feeling.
The lion....in protective mode.
Leo Sexuality:
Leo's sexuality is as light filled and life filled as their ruling planet, The Sun.
They are usually full of showmanship and expressive displays of attention.
They enjoy the height of all feelings in life and sexual pleasure is just another glorious field to explore the luxuries ofthe body through.
Leo's can be aggressive, passionate and encompassing lovers with exotic tastes...remember it is the love of life that inspires Leo and they can be wonderfully creative and experimental, especially whenthey feel secure.
They are as proud in passion as they are in any other area of life and perhaps more so.
The more appreciated and cherished they feel the more expressive and passionate they become.
The long-term story:
Leos being fire signs are rather high maintenance partners.
They require attention, nurturing and pampering.
A mate has to be personally strong in them to enhance the partnership but also willing to step occasionally into their Leo's shadow.
Leos are protective to the death for those they love and they are generous and expressive in a long termunion that is constantly stoked and fed.
Keep the campfire metaphor in mind.
Unattended it dies out...mistreated it flares into unpredictable life and burns...but kept constant and tended it turns into a life giving warmth that is undying.
Positive Traits in Love:
Protective, adoring, playful, inventive, generous,supportive, sensual, warm, joyful.
Negative traits:
Possessive, jealous, control issues, coldness, cruelty,selfishness, egotistical, self serving.
What Leo likes:
Feeling Pampered, Being noticed, Being appreciated, Being the boss,Dramatic unions, Mate with a love of life, Receiving giftsSocializing/parties.
What Leo Dislikes:
Apathy, Being ignored, Being criticized, Nagging, One up-manship,Competition, Lying/deceit, Laziness
Leo Love Keywords:
Expressive, demonstrative, engulfing, proud, sensual, adoring, control,egotistical, self-serving, jealousy, coldness, and cruelty.
Scorpio in LoveOctober 23-November 21
Scopio is the fixed-water sign indicating still waters that run very, very deep.
There is an intense and smoldering sexuality and sensuality within every Scorpio as there's is the sign that rules lust and sex.
There are three very different types of Scorpio from the scorpion, to the eagle to either the phoenix or the dove (depending on which symbolism one prefers).
Yet each will have a profound depth and attraction to love and what accompanies love in their life.
They are passionate when they invest their feelings and life is never boring with a Scorpio lover. They thrive when they feel secure and stable within a relationship and enjoy the physical gifts of being in love as much as the emotional ones.
They are mysterious...always....and you'll never know what is on your Scorpio Lovers mind....except when it is being expressed through their passion.
They are watchful, quiet and dedicated mates who can be as protective of the ones they love as they are of their own vulnerable emotions and feelings.
They tend to be the dominate one in any relationship even if it is done very on inherently below the surface levels as feeling in control of a relationshipis one of the ways they can invest their hearts.
They have a notorious jealousy and possessiveness that has been well earned in Scorpio-Scorpios but which turns into an unequaled level of trust and faith in the eagle and the phoenix/dove.
Scorpio Sexuality:
Scorpio is the sign that rules sexuality and the powers of lust.
But their passion is only as deep and profound as it is because it is connected with the ultimate gift of sex.....life.
And these are the beings unafraid to face either life or death and that fearlessness translates into their sexual expressions.
They can reach the highest highs or the lowest lows in whatever passion they pursue and they are the most intense, uninhibited and dynamic lovers in the zodiac.
It comes with deep attachment and needs and a driving urge to come to terms with the enormity of life.
The long term story:
Scorpios require a solid security within a relationship without feeling that they have a doormat as a mate. This is precarious balance and is learned over time. The longer a relationship lasts with a Scorpio...the more secure it tends to become.
They are naturally suspicious (remember they feel and see things the rest of us work to ignore) and with that depth comes the need for some equally powerful self protective mechanisms. Their insecurity and jealousy are by products of self preservation.
Scorpios like to be in control and are very seldom found in subservient roles unless they've opted to move into that spot.
They need passionate mates who can keep up with their desires and they need someone capable of both maintaining a loyalty and their own sense of individuality in order to keep the relationship balanced.
They are basically homebodies feeling most comfortable when they are within their own domains.
They despise being surprised, embarrassed or humiliated and retaliate with swiftness...and strength.
Scorpios are capable of some amazing turn around and growth.
Even a Scorpio who seems entrenched in the scorpion phase can suddenly and dramatically grow wings and sail up intothe heavens.
Never under estimate their powers of rejuvenation on either physical, spiritual or emotional planes.
Positive Traits in Love:
Loyal, supportive, protective, generous with their strength and knowledge, humble, quiet, unshakable, passionate,encompassing.
Negative traits:
Jealousy, possessiveness, obsessive, angry, suspicious,mistrusting, secretive and unreliable.
What Scorpio likes:
Mystery, Secrets, Privacy, Trust/loyalty, Sensuality/passion, Strength,Knowing where they stand, Being acknowledged Honesty/integrity
What Scorpio Dislikes:
Surprises, Lying and deceit, Apathy, Being analyzed/questioned, Being'understood', Excessive compliments, InsincerityBeing embarrassed, Passivity
Scorpio Love Keywords:
Intense, compelling, magnetic, sexual, sensual, intriguing, profound,loyal, tenacious, possessive, jealous, obsessive, bad tempered, secretive.
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Im here alone in this lonely lane
Standing and waiting
for the rite moment
and the rite time
But this long wait
Makes my heart hurts
and my face wet with my tears
Can I go on with the wait?
I feel like Im not going to make it
But I hope I will
So I will just let Him make the decision for me
For time will tell if u are for me n Im for u
HormonesI seldom smile nowdays
Is it due to hormones?
Hormones reacting with emotions
I used to be so happy
so calm, so friendly and so over reacting sometimes
Now Im just like a weather
sometimes I feel moody
Sometimes I feel like yelling
Being angry at everyone
But the main reasons is that Im angry with myself
Sometimes I feel like crying
with all the stuff that happen to me
But emotions are always there
I know that I can't get rid of it
So i just have to live with it
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Baby TalkThen it comes to a part abt Baby
Im finding it a bit weird when everyone asking me the same questions
Not that Im angry or something
Just feeling confuse with the whole idea
Convo' my collegues, Honey n Me had a few days agoHoney: Are u pregnant?Me: No...Why?Honey:Just asking.....cos we tot that u wereMe: Oh My...how come u guys can come out with this?And then there was NatashaNatasha: If u pregnant dun tell anyone...wait till it's already 1 monthMe: Huh....Why are u guys keep asking me this questions?Fyi ...Im NOT pregnantAnd rite now it's seem like everyone asking me when Im going to have a baby
U guys seem to think that Im the one who doesn't want to have a baby
Well I want....I really really want to have a baby
But U need two to tango k
Furthermore it's all God's will
Maybe when u guys keep on talking....I will have a baby
Pray for it to happen next month........
*blushing n smiling
Monday, May 09, 2005
Everytime Im here....
I felt speechless
I feel like Im blank
No words are coming out of my mouth
But when I start to think
My fingers can't stop moving
And it creates a wonderful sight
That makes me amazed
Inspiration comes and go
Words are all there is
But feelings are meant to be kept
Not wanting anyone to explore them
Cos it's mine and only mine
Always wanting to close my eyes to reality
But I know that memories are meant to be there
So let's us embark to that journey of Life
Sunday, May 08, 2005
This is a love story between a girl with a photographer. They meet and fall in love. However, like usual, happy time won't last forever, an accident happened and the guy left without a word...
Girl : Today, we broke up, I wish I could find happiness, can find someone better than you. U jus similar to others tend to forget all the promise. Frankly, I wish u will be suffer, I worry u will find someone prettier and better than me, live happily after and forget my existence. How could you forget the time we shared together? I am so hurt. I think my love towards you is being too deep. Even tough I cursing you still, deep in my heart, I miss you so much, love you so much....
Guy : This is someone I love. Even tough I can't be with her still, deep in heart, she is the only one that I ever love.
The English version of Because Im a girlJini - Cuz I'm a Girl
I just can't understand the ways Of all the men and their mistakes, You give them all your heart And then they rip it all away... You told me how much you loved me,And how our love was meant to be.And I believed in you,I thought that you would set me free...
ChorusYou should've just told me the truth,That I wasn't the girl for you... Still I didn't have a clue,My heart depended on You... Whoah Although I'll say "I hate you" now,Though I'll shout and curse you out... I'll always have love for you,Because I am a girl.
Been told a man will leave you cold,Get sick of you and bored... I know that it's no lie,I gave my all still I just cry. Never again will I be fooled, To give my all when nothing's true... I won't be played again, But I will fall in love again...
Chorus
I loved you so...Now you leave me in the cold How could this be?I thought that you'd only love me... Into the night,I will pray that you're all right. You hurt me so,I just can't let you go ---
You took advantage of my willingness To do anything for love.Now I'm the only one in pain... Will you please take it all away....OhNever thought born being a girl,How I can love you and be burned... And now I will build a wall, To never get torn again.
Although I'll say "I hate you" now,Though I'll shout and curse you out... I'll always have love for you,Because I am a girl.
Although I'll say "I hate you" now,Though I'll shout and curse you out... I'll always have love for you,Because I am… a girl.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
Just now as I was browsing my friend's blog
unexpectedly I saw that she has already put a blog for her mom
I almost forgot that mother's day fall on sunday
I call my mom just now
But she wasn't at home
She's been doing some "project" wif her friend
When I ask her the other time
she told me that she will tell us when the "project" is a success
Hmmm....Mak...mak
But I know that she needs to do this to keep herself busy
Well Mak all the best to your project
And
Happy Mother's Day"Thanks for bringing me to this worldThanks for giving me all your Love and supporteven though I always makes you feel sad with my behaviour dan stuffBut no matter what I did in the past, I know now that you are my only"Life" in this worldI hope you won't shed a single tears for melike u always do in the pastIknow now that whatever u do in the past are for my own good cos u care and u wanna make me realise what family isThanks mom for all things u didI love u Mak....."I will try to call u again later to see whether you at home or notUntil then Hug n Kisses from me to u, Mak
Friday, May 06, 2005
Mak kata penyakit ini datang
supaya kita ingat padaNya
Supaya kita tahu setiap penyakit itu datang
ada penawarnya
Ternyata penawar ada dimana mana
dan Dia mahu kita berusaha mencari
penawar itu
Kita juga berkehendaki berdoa padanya
untuk memberi kita pertunjuk
Oleh itu, ku bersyukur kerna Dia
masih menyayangiku dan mengingatkanku padaNya
Ku terima segala apa yang diambil dan segala apa yang diberi olehnya
Amin!
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Tiada apa yang dapat aku tulis
disaat kepala ku berat semacam
Aku terkena asthma attack
yang telah lama tak dapat menghantui diriku
Disaat aku tido ia datang
Kedatangannya membuat tekak ku merasa gatal
Hidung ku merasa tersumbat
Lendiri dan kahak mula mengambik tempat
Mengambik tempat di dada ku
supaya ia menjadi sesak
Pernafas ku mula merasa tersekat-sekat
Aku pun apa lagi
Mula lah adegan batuk membatukkan diriku
Supaya lendiri dah kahak dapat keluar
Dan aku dapat bernafas
Rasa macam lain semacam
aku mencapai "nyawaku"
Ku pegang dia ngan kemas
Lalu ku buka penutupnya
Lalu aku memegang atasnya dan memicitnya ngan kuat
Keluarlah segalah udara segala rasa yang terkandung didalamnya
Tapi dia tak berjaya untuk membuatku berasa lega
Aku mula lagi sekali
Ternyata "nyawaku" tak mau berfungsi lagi
Hampeh tul......
Air mula keluar dari semua tempat di badanku
Terpaksa lah aku pergi ke bilik air dan memuntah
segala lendiri yang berada di dalam tekakku
Aku berjalan ngan gerak "slow motion" ke katil ku
Rasanya terlalu penat untuk ku berjalan
Aku mengambil keputusan untuk duduk di atas kerusi panjang
Tanpa aku sedari aku tertido
